What's next? From void to new creation
Looking back, leaning forward wrapping up The Metamorphosis Series
Looking back
When I began writing The Metamorphosis Series, I wasn’t sure how the words would land. I only knew this much: I am not the same.
What poured out became a four-part journey:
I Am Not Myself Anymore - the confession of being transformed but not yet knowing who I am.
The Void That Consumed Me - the ache of decades spent unseen, unloved, striving, and surviving.
The Turning Point - the moment of surrender, when letting go became the doorway to freedom.
Who Am I Now? - learning to live as a new creation, seen, known, and loved by God.
This wasn’t just a writing project. It was testimony in real time about the transformative power of God. And sharing it here, with you, has been both humbling and healing.
What this series taught me…
I no longer tell my story from the wound, but from the scar.
Transformation is not neat or linear - it’s messy, tender, terrifying, and holy.
God’s patience runs deeper than my fear. He waited, and when I finally surrendered, He filled the void nothing else could.
Freedom isn’t loud or glamorous. It’s the quiet shift when the ache no longer owns you.
If you take nothing else from these posts, I pray you remember this:
The void doesn’t get the last word. God does.
Leaning forward
I’ll be honest: I don’t fully know what comes next. And maybe that’s the point. Transformation doesn’t end with a series. It unfolds one surrendered yes at a time.
As I learn to live in this healed skin, I sense God inviting me to keep exploring questions like:
What does it mean to abide in this new identity?
What does freedom look like in ordinary, everyday moments?
How do we walk out obedience when it costs us something?
I don’t have neat answers. But I will keep showing up here with honesty, reflection, and testimony as we figure it out together.
A Quiet Prayer
Father, thank you for not leaving me where I was.
Thank you for patience that waited, for grace that pursued, for love that healed what I could not.
Teach me to live as your new creation, one surrendered yes at a time.
And for every reader carrying their own ache, void, or in-between season, please remind them they are seen, known, and loved by You.
Amen.
For You (if you want to sit with this)
Which part of this series resonated with your own journey?
What’s one thing you sense God asking you to release so He can fill it with Himself?
Where in your life do you feel the beginnings of transformation?
If you’d like to sit with this series in worship, here are a few songs that have been my soundtrack through the void, the surrender, and the transformation. Maybe one of them will meet you right where you are too.